Lyrics

VERSE 1
I've tried just about everything
Some sort of novacaine the intensity
I remember everything that night
I went home cried myself to sleep

You acted like it was nothing
Not a single scar left on you
Now my vices are talking
I'm doing what they tell me to do
CHORUS
I have to numb myself
When you when you cross my mind
That means I don't feel anything
Pretty much all the time
Wounds keep reopening
I can still feel the salt
I force myself numb
So I don't feel anything at all

VERSE 2
Tonight I'm at war with my peace
This shouldn't still be haunting my dreams
I'll take a shot or 2 or 3
Try to forget you meant a damn thing to me

I was holding onto thin air
Reaching as I kept falling
Cracked my heart open to bare
Curled up on the floor broken

CHORUS
I have to numb myself
When you when you cross my mind
That means I don't feel anything
Pretty much all the time
Wounds keep reopening
I can still feel the salt
I force myself numb
So I don't feel anything at all

BRIDGE
I'm searching for an escape
Cause right now it's too overwhelming
Oh I oh I still wonder
Did you feel anything? (Cause I did)

I have to numb myself
When you when you cross my mind
That means I don't feel anything
Pretty much all the time
Wounds keep reopening
I can still feel the salt
I force myself numb
So I don't feel anything at all
Anything at all
Cause I don't wanna feel this at all